Julien Baker – Turn Out The Lights

I just haven’t gotten around to it
Between myself and me
Said you’re either a dream, which is worse
So why is it easy for everyone else?
Can you help me?
Can I turn out the lights?

And I’d never do it but it’s not a joke
There’s always tomorrow I guess
There’s no one left
But when I turn out the lights
Between myself and me
There’s no one left
Don’t be so hard on myself
And besides I’m starting to get used to the gap
There’s a hole in the drywall still not fixed
So you wish you could find some way to help
When I turn out the lights
I just wanted to go to sleep

I’m not always like this
When I turn out the lights
I can’t tell the difference when I’m all alone
Can I turn out the lights?